Pointlessness

On the bus on the way home yesterday, I just felt like everything I do is pointless. Why am I doing it?? It’s not going to get me anywhere. I’m going to enjoy doing the show, and will learn a lot from it, but that’s not going to take up much of my time. Well, it might…

But it’s not enough to live for, surely? I need a new job. But even with a new job I’m just plodding along until I move to Edinburgh. I’m not really living for anything else. And that sucks.

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