#Lonely This Christmas#

I had a dream that I coughed something up, and I was convinced for ages that it was a bit of lung, but it turned out to be a jellyfish that had been living in me for 18 years.

I have a cough today.

Also in the dream I read a notebook of someone from work and it said that I was fantastic.

So… Thursday night was MUGSS and afterwards we went to Baa Bar near Canal Street. It was pants. There were very few people that I knew, and everyone seemed grumpy and just stood around. I felt very old and out of place, so got the bus home. Was very grumpy when I got home, which is odd cause I’d been having fun and flirting with Spiky Ric who was drunk cause it was his birthday earlier. Just switched off and got bored.
Friday I nearly didn’t go to work, but did, just a bit late. Wasn’t that eventful, except we went on a random mission to Didsbury to get Rosli a cake as she’d been working on the project for a year. Nope, that was Thursday. Oh well.

Friday night I went to Sand Bar and it was ace!! There was Liz, Matt, Matt, Charlotte, Dan, Charlotte’s Mum, Andy, Ian, Justin, Pete, Rosy, Mahinda and Ed. I hope I didn’t miss anyone… Oh shit! My little sister, Jennifer. We all just drank and chatted and laughed. No-one did anything silly or strange, it was all just fun. Then we went to Scubar and Jennifer found someone she knew, but I kinda knew them too, and it was weird. Then she found someone else she knew, which is just too much. It’s Manchester! I should know more people! Although we were with lots of my friends. Then we went and stayed over in Liz’s spare bed.

Saturday I went and got weighed, which wasn’t that scary or strange or anything. I just stood and then Liz and Paula and the woman whooped at how much I’d lost, and I just thought that it’s just a number. Oops. I should have been more excited. Anyway, I’m not going next week, so it could all go either way. Then I had to rush off and sort out the costume store. I got help from Claire and Matt and Heather. We sorted out lots of stuff and tried on lots of random things, most of which minged.

In the evening I met Linden, her new (ish, but I’ve never met him, so very new to me) fella, Matt, Pete, Rosy, Emma, Adrian, Kate S and Doctor Kate for curry. I was naughty and ignored the diet for a day, cause I lost weight. Oops. And drank beer cause Pete said he’d give me Kudos. Then we headed off to Fab after an unfruitful point-de-cash mission, where Dan and his boys turned up. We played drinking games and stuff. It was good. I talked to strangers on the bus home and was being a good citizen and gave someone a sequin for his birthday and woke him up in Rusholme for a curry, and checked if random sleeping man had missed his stop.

Today I woke up in a big grump, then Sarah inspired me to fix my blanket box and I cheered up for a bit. I was a good girl and went to Kwik Save and bought vegetables. I’ve decided it’s my favourite supermarket cause their tins have the indented bottom bit so they stack better. I’m easily impressed! Went to Kro bar this evening to see Charlotte. I thought it’d just be us and Dan and her mum, but Kathryn and Murray and Simon and Charlie were there too. My brain wasn’t in the right mode for that, so I was a bit rubbish and only talked to Charlotte really. Sorry Kathryn! Now I’m listening to Christmas music and I should be asleep.